Assignments completed (somehow)

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I just finished all my assignments for this semester's module, and honestly, I feel light. Relieved. A bit proud. It wasn’t perfect, but it’s done and that counts for something. Maybe everything, maybe not.

Ehem, confession time. I’m a procrastinator, a chill one though. I always think I’ll start early, but somehow end up finishing things just before the deadline like it is in my blood now. Not sure how that works, but here we are. It’s strange... this semester went by so fast. Still feel like i am in my first semester but no, currently in fourth semester. Time do fly fast and now? Assignments are over, happi happpi happii, but exams are near - I’ll worry about that some other time.

Thanks to the quiet days, myself, the cats and my people (the only humans I love) for keeping me sane in this insane world. Big shout out to Chat GPT for helping me with assignments and listening to my vents (Yes, I tell Chat GPT about you). Oh, I also have two special people who deals with my silence, nonsense and my different personalities. Special thank you to them even though both of them are like mocking birds at times but I love them nonetheless.  

Right now, I just want to relax for a while. Life gets overstimulating sometimes, especially with noise and, well… humans. I’m pretty sensitive to sound (ehem especially from social creatures who do not understand the concept of personal space and basic courtesy), so the tiniest chaos can feel like a storm. But right now, things are quiet. And that’s enough.

This post doesn’t really have a grand message. I just wanted to document this moment - a small victory, a breath of relief, and the feeling of being done (for now). I don't even know what to do with myself at the moment (except for, you know... studying, which I'm definitely avoiding, I mean I will study later... hope so).

- K

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