A Bit About Me (If You're Curious)

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Welcome to my digital portfolio.

My name is Kudun, though I’ve reached a point where even I forget how to pronounce it. Different people say it differently - starting with my own parents. Eventually, I settled on Kunden (as in for the pronunciation), no specific reason for it, I guess for simplicity and my sanity. I don’t have a grand story or some clear purpose to share. I’m just trying to figure things out, finding something I might like to do, trying things, making mistakes, and mostly, just surviving.

I’m currently in second year, in a teaching college, which, if you know me, is one of my life’s greatest irony. I’m an introvert who’s not particularly fond of people or kids, get easily detached, and feel drained in crowds. And yet, here I am, training to be a teacher. Strange? Definitely. But maybe that’s what life is, one contradiction at a time.

I don’t have any deep purpose or dream. I’m just trying to figure out what I might enjoy, while surviving each day in this world that often feels too loud.

Some small truths about me:

I love cats, unconditionally. Cats  just get it.

I have soft spot for the color blue, and I adore flowers— especially Sakura and Spider Lilies.

I’m a sensitive person yet I can detach from anything easily.  But I’m still here, quietly hoping to find something worth staying for.

This portfolio isn’t perfect, and it’s not pretending to be.  It is a reflection of where I am, what I’m learning, and maybe where I’m headed.

Thanks for visiting. I hope you find something here that makes you pause - even for a second.

- Kudun

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